I'm not a perfect gurl.
My hair doesn't alwaes stay in place & i spill things a lot.
I'm pretty clumsy & sumtimes i have a broken heart.
My frens & I sumtimes fight & mayb sum days nothing goes right.
But wen i tink bout it & take a step back, i remember hw amazing life truly is & tat mayb, juz mayb.
I like being unperfect.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha everyone!
yesterday prom night was okayy.
had a lil fun.
mit up wif da guys at subway @ whitesands.
den met up wif shidah at pasir ris mrt.
mrt-ed to city hall. walk all da way to da hotel.
reached arnd 7pm.
waited to go in to da ballroom.
sat da same table wif some boys frm express class.
all started wif foooodddsss. i mean lots of food.
more den 5 dishes.
well, didnt ate all dishes. full.
so, played some games but i didnt joined. i was frustrated bout sumting. stupid bitch!
btw!congrats for da prom queen & king. dont know their name. sorrrry. heeess..
prom finishes arnd midnite. da boys wanna go sheesha, so followed dem.
sheesha at haji lane there. 3 gurls frm express class followed also.
reached sheesha place & rest. tiring coz one day using high heels.
matau $5 for da sheesha & drinks.
after sheesha, go lepak at marina bay.
lepak lepak lepak lepak lepak..
arnd 5.30am, walked off to bugis & bus-ed 12.
it was a looong journey. i slept all day way.
woke up wen reached tampines JC.
da boys bus-ed down at pasir ris central, i bus-ed down at pasir ris inter.
walked back..
reached home arnd 8am.
cannot tahan animore den go sleeeeeepp.
woke up arnd 9pm today. hehehe. slept for more den 12hrs.
=)
some picts for yesterday event.
enjoy =)
yesterday's kendarat was daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn tiring !
so, went to jurong wif ayul. =)
mrt-ed to jurong east. it was a looong journey.
ayul played PSP. i watched him play. slalu kalah naek kereta. cacat je. haha.
reached jurong east inter, bus-ed 98. da timing was arnd 8am.
went down to da wrong bus stop, we shud go down da 6th bus stop bt we went down on da 5th bus stop. den muz walk again. ni ayul bnyk complain plak, slmt tk jaoh.
well, da wedding's invitation got 1000 ppl. i tink more den tat.
im in charge for kendarat. so, ordered da staffs to do da works. my work to monitor dem. tats my werk.
easy right.
i can say da timing was slowww. didnt eat all da way yesterday. drank cold water only.
joke around wif Hafiz & adek(Nazirul).
arnd 6+pm, strt da closing. packed up all da tables & chairs.
while doing da werks, my head was spinning. fyi, i didnt sleep for da whole night on sat.
bile nak balek, ayul nye baju kemeja & lighter plak hilang.
he was freaaking stress. how cn his clothes & lighter dissappear like tat.
well, i walked off ferst. cannot tahan animore. my head is getting worse.
den ayul & shahidan ran after me. hahaha. =)
waited for bus 98 again. slow la tat bus.
so, mrt-ed back home.
otw home in train, my eyes was so heaaavy until i slept on ayul's shoulder. hehehe... sedap ah baring atas shoulder die...comfortable. =)
ayul & shahidan mrt-ed down at bedok, me at pasir ris.
dari satu tanjong ke hingga satu tanjong. jaoh dok!
reached home arnd 10pm, sms-ed ayul tat i've reached home, changed clothes & went straight to bed. cannot tahan animore.
todae woke up early, arnd 9am.
later got Prom Night at Conrad Continental.
strt at 7pm. meeting classmates at pasir ris mrt control arnd 5pm.
mayb im gonna overnite at Marina Square after prom coz prom finishes arnd 1am.
so, later im gonna take picts & upload dem tmrw asap.
cant wait for prom night! =)
How do I say goodbye to someone I nvr really had?
Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was nvr really mine?
Why is it I miss someone I was nvr really with?
& why do I love someone whose love was nvr really mine?
today woke up exactly 1pm.
plan to go Parkway Parade to find my shoes.
waited for mum until 5pm.
went out arnd 6pm.
bus-ed 15 all da way to marine parade.
found my shoes! bought my shoes at shop name MIMOSA.
love da design & da price was affordable! bought it for $29.90.
after shopping, met up wif sis outside parkway parade. she was doing her project, sketching sumting.
den went to eat McD wif fam.
me, sis & mum laugh laugh loudly at McD like nobody's business.
kekek ah mak aku. ketawe muker smpi merah. hahah!
after a loooong night, bus-ed 15 home.
well, singaporeans nowadays, so da kiasu la.
nk dudok pat dlm bus pon mcm babi. mcm la tmpt dudok tu hilang.
usually da apeks & nyonyas do tat. bingit jgk aku ngan dorang.
wateva la.
ok guyss! wanna check my facebook & den play crazy taxi.
goooood nighhhhht peeeeeps!
=)
I MISS HIM!!!!!!
wondering why he's nt online in msn or facebook tis few days.
mayb he's buzy wif skool?
haiz.. i hope he knows how i feel.
:(
well.
todae went to bugis for shopping.
met up wif mum & her fren, cik sapinah.
i planned to buy high heels for my prom night.
ended up didnt buy coz mum & her fren kept promoting me shoes tat are not my type.
its quite irritating sumtimes.
they always showed me da pattern tat i hate.
they got different taste den me.
got angry den i say to mum,
"da la! tk pyh beli ah. tkde mood. laen hari je la carik kasut!"
i got really really mad.
slamat ade FIFAH utk mengadu. =)
thanks babe for hearing my problems!
den followed mum to tanjog katong complex.
mum & cik sapinah wanted to buy baju kurung.
spend at tanjong katong more den 3 hrs la. tiring man.
finish shopping arnd 9.30pm.
after dat, cik sapinah blanja us eat.
buat baek la tu. hahaa!
me & cik sapinah ate nasi ayam penyet. mum ate nasi goreng ayam.
i couldnt finish coz da rice so many.
den den den den go home.
bus-ed 67 to tamp.
went down at bus stop after safra tamp.
waited for bus 15.
den mum & me bus-ed da bus.
cik sapinah waited for bus 27.
reached home around 10.45pm.
so, mayb im gonna go shoppinh again.
mayb i'll go to parkway parade.
my head is spinning right nw.
& i tink im gonna get a fever.
coz of da rain jus now.
ok la. i wanna gonna play CRAZY TAXI den go rest.
byebye & nytes peooooplleeee!
I KNO TIS WORLD IS SO COLD & DECEIVING.
BT I KEEP MY HEAD UP LIKE MY NOSE IS BLEEDING.
here are some of da picts for yesterday's outing.
=]
well.
woke up exactly 12.30pm.
go shower & get ready to meet da guys at loyang point.
went out arnd 1pm.
met izul & khairul aidil first at central.
izul & khai's clothings like want to go sentosa.
padahal plan gi sentosa cancelled seh.
after dat, wait for aza.
aza came, den go meet da others at loyang point.
izul, hafiz, khairul aidil & aza go eat McD. i played magic cards wif firdaus, boncet & ariszan.
den aza join.
cool la da tricks. couldnt figure it out hw they do da tricks.
akid came & proceed to bus stop 109.
firdaus, boncet & ariszan go istanbul buy ciggarates.
me, akid, izul, khai, hafiz & aza go changi first.
reached changi, searched for bench. i sit & da boys go play soccer.
den fakhir came.
waited for cikgu huda to come, still havent come.
they played until 5+pm.
proceed to ehub coz da boys wanna play pool or bowling.
bowling many ppl, den go pool. pool also full. no more table.
den go lepak outside burger king. some go eat, some go asap.
arnd 7+pm, firdaus, boncet & ariszan came.
we proceed bck to pool. still no table. den wait for a few minutes at last got table to play.
play play play den acik came. long time didnt see him.
played pool until 10+pm.
after dat, accompany aza go McCafe & subway.
boncet, firdaus, acik, ariszan, fakhir & hafiz went home.
left me, izul, akid, aza & khai. after dat, go lepak at pasir ris park.
chit chat chit chat, da boys wanna ton.
i didnt join dem. den aza planned want to go pancing.
all agreed. akid & khai followed aza go changi buy umpan den come bck to pasir ris park go pancing.
izul went bck home to get ready da tings.
i go home. reached home arnd 12.30+am.
today was tiring i cn say.
wanted to follow dem go pancing. bt cannot. mum said tmrw morning want to go pasar geylang.
=(
at last! cikgu huda didnt came. say wanna blanja us makan.
she msged khai say, todae difficult to go out coz weekend usually family day.
so, she gotta spend her time wif family.
nvrmind, there is always a nxt time.
tooked picts at changi.
i'll upload da picts a.s.a.p.
okayyy guys.
tired.. wanna go rest. gdnites!
=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET SEDARE, KAK WANI.
WISH U DA BEST IN EVERYTHING U DO.
=]
today woke up arnd 1pm.
k.wana msg if free, come bedok coz gonna celebrate k.wani's birthday.
well, i came. it started arnd 7pm.
da celebration strt wif da prayers.
donnoe wat prayer they read, juz follow da others.
after da prayers & wishing frm all siblings, EATING TIME!!
k.yah cooked seafood foods.
ate. ate. ate like nobody's business coz all hungry alreadi.
after eating, watched tevee wif da others.
k.ima go teman seri sleep.
went home arnd 9pm.
gotta go home fast coz lil bro didnt bring house key to go home.
lil bro go prom nite.
reached home arnd 9.45pm, lil bro havent came bck. he go lepak wif his frens.
uat penat je balek kelam kabut.
-_____-"
after tat..go shower den sleepp.
boring la todae.
tmrw meeting da guys.
cikgu huda want to blanja us at changi.
ok la peeps.
tats all for todae.
nyteeess!!
woke up arnd 11am.
mum went to mustafa centre wif cik ros.
wanted to go bt wif cik ros, mayb not.
all alone at home. helped mum do da housewerk.
played comp for awhile.
den, arnd 2pm, lil bro came bck frm skool.
talk talk wif him.
den i told him tat mum didnt cooked & left us some money to eat outside.
get ready & went to white sands. decide to eat at McD.
ordered 2 mcSpicy & large coke.
my lil bro todae got his heart broken. his gf broke up wif him.
only 2 wks steady. i said to him, no nid to cry over a gurl.
there's many gurls u will meet in da future. juz get over it.
i cn say tat da gurl also played wif my lil bro's heart.
she's a playgirl, always change bf. fuck sia tat gerl.
haiz.. told lil bro tat he's still young to get in love.
hahha! kekek ah tengok bdk kecik bercinta.
CINTA MONYET!
okok, after eating, went bck home.
lil bro played runscape, da online game & i went to sleep.
ruwa called me twice arnd 5+pm
didnt pick up coz was sleeping.
woke up arnd 6.45pm. haiz.. im getting lazy day by day.
tdo mcm babi je.
by da time i woke up, mum also came bck home.
mum talk non-stop bout her outing.
said to her to stop coz i wanna get ready to go out to see my frens.
called ruwa. aza picked up da phone, nt ruwa. asked him where ue guys. he said they reached ehub already. playing pool.
went out arnd 7.15pm
met sis at pasir ris inter & walked to ehub.
met wif aza, ruwa & akid.
ruwa is getting better wif da pool. =)
they played until 8pm den went to burger king.
after dat, go 219 & lepak. sis & da boys played cards.
i play games in sis's laptop.
went home arnd 10pm.
izul called juz nw. asking if wan to ton or not.
i asked who's gonna ton. he said, me, aza & him. 3 person onli.
den i say to him, 'aik! aza wanna ton? tadi lepak je muke dh penat. ni nk ton?'
he said 'eh? tak tahu. aku call aza dulu ah'.
aku rase ton tk jad ah.
ok den. i tink im gonna offline early tonite.
internet is freaaaaakiiing lagging! i dont kno wat happen.
=(
byeeeeeee.
nytes & tc.
=)
well.
todae woke up arnd 1pm.
mum came bck home & helped her cooked.
cooked AYAM LEMAK CILI PADI.
nt tat spicy coz mum said dont put too much cilli coz lil bro also wanna eat.
=(
my lil bro cannot tahan wif spicy foods.
after cooking. watched teve, eat....den sleep again..
woke up arnd 8.30pm. like a pig righttttt?
jus nw ruwa called me asked wanna follow dem play pool tmrw at Ehub after maghrib.
i said, can laa. boring ah at home. nothing to do.
btw, tis saturdae to sentosa was cancelled coz da others like lazy wanna go.
so, hafiz cancelled da free tix. =(
den aza planned wanna go fishing again tis saturdae. ton skali ah.
mayb, i'll be going. gonna ask mum first.
took picts wif lil bro using sis lappy webcam yest.
here are some of da pict.
=)
well.
todae nothing interesting happened.
stayed at home, juz watch teve & sleep like a pig.
i nid werk! apply for da PUMA & ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE, bt no response.
haizz.. mum said no nid to werk. left hw many days only, juz stay at home better.
=(
yest lepak & ton was cancelled coz there were nt much ppl.
=(
todae, woke up arnd 9am. get ready & followed mum to clarke Quay & toa payoh.
ate at toa payoh HDB HUB. ate mee soto xtra cili. POWEERR!
long time nvr eat, miss it alot.
after tat, bus-ed 88 home. its a loooong journey so slept for awhile. layed my head on mum's shoulder. heee..
reached home arnd 4.30pm.
get ready again coz gonna accompany lil bro shopping again at bugis.
lil bro bought a t-shirt for $10. other clothes were so expensive.
after tat, went to eat at McD. lil bro blanja me McSpicy. ty lil bro. :)
after eating, went to sim lim, window shopping.
den, me & lil bro decided to walk frm bugis to city hall.
it was a lonnnggg walk. a lil bit tired. we got lost! realised we're at outram park!
far frm city hall i tink. luckily lil bro knows hw to go bck to city hall.
reached city hall, lil bro wanted to go to Suntec City. den i nag at him tat my legs were aching!!
he pity me den mrt-ed bck home. nyehehehe..
reached home arnd 10pm.
i tink tats all for todae. boring right? haha.
ok den, efah wanna go rest. tireeed..
nytes nytes ppl... swit dreammss. =]
WANNA WISH MY GREAT FREN A 16th BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EHHH IZUL. (:
DA BOLE IKOT KITE MAEN POOL PT EHUB DA. heeees. (:
well.
met up wif aza, akid, ruwa & zulhendra at changi arnd 6.45am.
they stayed da whole night bt didnt catched any fish.
stayed till 9+am.
reached home den mum still asleep.
after tat, disturb mum until she wakes up. muahahaha!
talked talked talked wif mum & sis.
after talking, i go sleep coz didnt sleep for one whole night. dont kno why couldnt sleep.
woke up arnd 4.30pm.
den lil bro asked me to accompany him shopping at tampines for his prom night outfit.
theme: black & white.
at night, met up wif mum & sis.
they also join shopping. at last, lil bro bought a quarter pants at isetan for $13.
couldnt find his t-shirt coz mostly da price too expensive. over his budget.
so, planned to go shopping again tmrw at bugis.
after shopping, went to blk 105. sat near da plygrnd.
mum go buy some stuff, lil bro go buy choc waffle. waited for dem.
after tat.. went home, bus-ed 15.
btw, lil bro make fren wif one of my boyfrens, AKID.
they contacted each other coz of runscape. da online game. lame sia. hahahah.
sms-ing each other bout runscape alll daaaa wayyyy.
reached home, my b'dae boy(IZUL) called me asked wanna lepak. i answered "OF COURSE!"
den he say, "ton skali tau." den i asnwered, "boleee!". hahahaha.
long time nvr lepak wif dem. miss them so much.
so, gonna see izul, aza & fakhir later, 12 midnite under my block. =)
~ tooked some picts while shopping.
here are da picts. enjoyyyy-
todae went to bedok coz abg ali & k.sharina got engaged.
reached there around 4+pm.
didnt follow the others to da woman's side coz there were so many ppl following.
4 to 5 cars i tink. 1 of dem is 6 seater. bt big sis went wif dem on behalf for our family.
stayed & played wif LIL ERYNA. hehehe. at last got da chance to play wif her.
adorableeee baby!
da others came bck frm da woman's side arnd 6+pm.
waitedddddd for da ceremony to end. den they strt da DOA SELAMAT arnd 10+pm & ended 10.30+pm.
abg Is send us home. =)
bt when reached home, its 11.21pm alreadi.
actualli im supposed to follow my boyfrenssssss go fishing at changi.
wen came bck home, realised i miss da last bus. haiz.. =(
nvrmind, im gonna see ue guys tmrw morning. =)
misssss lepak-ing wif ue guys !!!!!
ok den. i'll stop here. wanna go sleeeeeppp. TIRED!!
nytes nytes. :)
part 1. (2.21am)
well.
here i am, still awake. should be sleeping by now cause later goin to pasar geylang wif mum.
i coudnt sleep coz jus nw i slept for more den 12 hrs. like a pig, right? hahha.
im still new to tis blog. im so confused how to put link for music etc. need FIFAH's help bout blog.
she's buzy nw coz got o'lvl. gotta wait for her to finish her o'lvl. come bck soon ok bestie. misssss you so much!
alrytes.. tats it for now.
part 2.
hellloh! im bckk!
well. todae's plan going to pasar geylang was cancelled coz mum was tired.
so, mum bought all da ingredients at elias's pasar. cook all by herself. i didnt help coz i was seeping all da way to afternoon like a pig. mum cooked AYAM MASAK MERAH. syiiooook!
next story. > gt tis minah indon missed call at my phone. didnt cal bck coz p8 is getting low so i text her. den she called me bck. she ask if i noe someone name ANI. den i answered like IDK. she kept asking me da same questuons many times. gt frustrated den juz hang up on her.
later at nite, she text me & said to me dont pretend coz she know tat im ANI's fren. like WTF?!
i told her tat i dont kno tis ANI. gt frustrated by her, i called her many times, bt she didnt ans.
bodo peh minah indon! takot la tu. mati tknk, uat hidop aku susah je.
told mum bout da minah indon & mum told juz to forget bout it. so, i did......
nw, using my sister's laptop. dammmn cooll la.. hahahhaha. first time mah!! =)
ok la! im done here. chalobeteh~ =)